Reclaiming your heart

Many of us have had things happen to us in one way or another and it has affected our relationships with family and friends and mostly ourselves. Not realizing your doing it at first but it can change the way you think and the changes you do in your life. The biggest thing for me is trying to be the person I use to be the one who laughed and made others laugh. I know one thing I have changed the way I look at people. I give them a chance and not judge them. I let there story unfold as I may find out they have had a rough life too. One of our pastors told us in a sermon one time that he and three other pastors were eating and that their waitress wasn't very nice and that they weren't leaving a tip, pastor Bob told them "that we have no idea what kind of day she has had and that if we leave a nice tip it could change her mood or out look for the day" that has stuck with me for years. I always try and smile and look at people as I come face to face to them. I have a hard time looking at people in the face I have since I was a child. I remember my mom always saying " look at me when I'm talking to you" never could. Not sure why but it was hard. I want so much to be the person God wants me to be, sometimes I feel I have feld. So reading this might help bring me back to who God wants me to be but better than before. 

I started reading this months and months ago and now I'm reading it again but all the way through this time. So far it has hit home more than once or twice so now I think I need to finish this book. If you have been divorced or have lost a loved one or lost a child, lost a job, or terribly hurt by someone in your life this is a book for you to read. Denise Hildreth/Denise Hildreth Jones is one of my favorite authors of Novels butch this book is not a Novel it is about her life and how she and we can live again.

I've got a few new things to show you will post soon. I've been down with server pain in my lower back and legs. Hopefully I can get the pictures taken today and post. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and all your soul and mind and strength